It’s just the fact that I’m graduating school in TWO days. I’m going to be leaving behind so many friends. And the fact that I’m going out to the army cuts those ties even further. So there go all my friends. And family isn’t any better, Mom’s really the reason why I joined up in the first place. She always says “As soon as you’re 18, you’re out of this fucking house”, so I have barely even a relationship with her. I can never impress her. All I want is for her to say “I’m proud of you, you did a good job.” Just once. I don’t want to leave yet, I have so much more to accomplish, so much more to do… I’m not ready to go…
These thoughts have been pushed to the back of my head for weeks. Surfacing under the pressure of Finals week.
I’m just glad that I can vent this to Tumblr. Not expecting it to get around, but getting it out feels alright…
It’s been quite a while since I’ve posted something, hasn’t it eh? Well, work has gotten in the way of most of my free time as of late, I can only thank Celestia that I finished this before finals this week. It took me foreeeever to get the placement right, and using new letters annoyed me too, normally I stick with M’s, 7’s, ’ ‘s, etc etc.
Anyways, I hope you enjoy!
Also, black on white? Psh, FAR too mainstream. White on black because to hell with ruts :3
Been quite a while since I’ve done an ASCii work, my new job’s really taken away a lot of my free time. (Not complaining, I like the money :3 ) So, I decided that since I don’t have any commissions (Why won’t any of you make requests ;,=,; ) I’ll just do one of my own wants :3
2nd year in a row doing this, prolly gonna try to ask for another dollar per hour since this is going to be my last summer in Maine. Going out for the army after this. Shame I won’t be around to see my lil bro grow up :/
